spending birthday alone in the cold japan...
BUT STILL
this week and last fri has been sweet
all began with one my colleague....
she got a cake for me last fri.. and a small gift
really sweet, considering i onli see her twice a week for half day
next up...
dinner date with another colleague
yupz.. tt's him.. TJ
nice matured man.. hahahahaha
simple seafood dinner by the beach..'
love the place.. sea breeze.. sound of waves
and aircrafts flying in...
SPLENDID
still...
without them.... it's never the same
ching ching and jieying
my beloved horrible pals
a decade old we are...
we are still young okie! hahahaha
a wonderful and simple nite
with pals who care and know me truly
also... the above
presents from mama papa and jiejie
YAY! my first and maybe somemore to come next time...
nicey nice! like it to sparkle! hehehehehe
more to come...
stay tune!
Rene.Rushi
8:16 AM
It's been a long while.........
a long while since i blogged........
well.. perhaps laziness has taken over me
mani things have happened
life has been good.. work is fine... boss is nice..
still.. life is never a bed of roses...
when there are ups, there will be downs..
how affected am i? i do not know...
i guess i'm fine and dainty (dainty reminds me of forrest gump movie)
y dwell when it gets you no where...
permanent or prolong dwelling is detrimental..
juz read SZ's blog...
am glad somehow i'm still mentioned
well... it's about making the effort..
how true
i never intend to draw a line..
i dunno why some drew a line..
yet some care still..
which is heartwarming
perhaps i din try enough?
perhaps i feel out?
perhaps the group is so exclusive that i dunno how to be in again after such a long while..
i can't do it alone..
i always tot its easier for a group to welcome an individual
instead of an individual tryin to blend in..
not tryin to find excuses..
never meant to find anyway
if you look closely enough..
i'm still the same old rene
one that needs encouragement to feel courageous enough to make more efforts
despite that..
for those who knows me and understands..
thanks!
enough of this,
i dunno if i sound coherent..
not tryin to be emo or am emo here
anyhow.. flyin soon
both exciting and scary..
for those who care enough to CURSE me and giving me advices..
really warms my heart..
you know who you are
with you all around..
nothing else matters
or perhaps..
give me some time to think where to begin again......
Rene.Rushi
7:56 AM
